In the November issue of Cosmopolitan, the singer/rapper says that at one point, she felt like nothing was going to work out:
“I kept having doors slammed on my face…I felt like nothing was working. I had moved out on my own, and here I was thinking I’d have to go home. It was one dead end after another.”
It became so bad, that Minaj actually thought about possibly killing herself:
“At one point, I was, like, ‘What would happen if I just didn’t wake up?’ That’s how I felt. Like maybe I should just take my life?”
Now that things are going her way, however, Minaj says that she has a lot of plans for a very successful career.Ãƒâ€šÃ‚Â What’s on the list, you ask?
“I will have put out five albums and will have an Oscar and Grammys…And I will be getting married and, a couple of years after that will have a bun in the oven. … My whole life is about being Nicki Minaj now. It’s a never-ending saga.”
Let’s hope for the best!